Perhaps this was the secret: some beautiful things cannot be kept. They are encountered. For a moment they are yours—or rather, it is you who belong to them-, because they belong to the meadow, to the wind, to that slanting September light that makes everything shimmer. Then they fly away. Yet their beauty does not vanish with them. It remains within you, like a lingering taste.
Once upon a time, in a village at the foot of a green mountain, there lived a boy called Elijah.
Elijah had a passion: butterflies. Not for studying them, nor for admiring them, but for keeping them. Whenever he spotted one, he would run after it with his butterfly net, catch it, and place it inside a glass jar with a lid pierced by tiny holes. His room was filled with these jars, stacked one upon another, lined up along the windowsill, on the shelves, and even across the floor.
Every morning he would get up and count them.
Forty-two. Fifty-seven. Sixty-nine.
Yet the more butterflies he caught, the less he truly saw them. Whenever he entered a meadow, he no longer noticed the scent of damp grass, no longer listened to the buzzing of the bees, no longer raised his eyes to the sky. He saw only possible prey.
That blue one with the orange-tipped wings—I don't have that one yet. That large one over there—I must be quick.
One day his grandmother saw him running home, hot and out of breath, holding yet another jar. Inside, a white butterfly was beating its wings against the glass.
“Grandma, look! I've never had one as white as this before.”
His grandmother said nothing. She walked over, held the jar in her hands for a moment, then set it gently on the table.
“Elijah,” she asked, “when was the last time you watched a butterfly fly?”
He thought about it. He could not remember.
“What do you mean? I look at them every day.”
“No,” she replied. “You chase them every day. Watching them is something quite different.”
Elijah did not understand. Or perhaps he did, but did not want to admit it to himself. That night he went to bed with the new jar on his bedside table.
The following morning, his grandmother led him along a woodland path until they reached a small meadow opening onto the mountainside. It was September. The air already carried the scent of pine resin and the quiet promise that summer was drawing to an end. They sat down on the grass.
“Now do nothing,” she said.
“Nothing?”
“Nothing at all. Just keep your hands resting in your lap.”
Elijah obeyed, though his hands tingled with the urge to move.
For the first few minutes he saw nothing of interest. Then, slowly—as eyes grow accustomed to the darkness—he began to notice things.
A dragonfly settling on a stem before darting away again.
A small bird hidden among the branches, singing the same clear note over and over.
The shadow of a cloud gliding across the meadow like a great silent hand.
And then, suddenly, a large yellow butterfly, slow and utterly unconcerned with everything around it, drifted across the meadow from one side to the other with a grace so effortlessly unnecessary that it seemed like a gift.
Elijah watched it all the way until it disappeared among the trees.
He had no net.
He had no jar.
And it was the most beautiful butterfly he had ever seen in his life.
He walked home in silence. That afternoon he opened every single jar, one by one, on the open windowsill.
Some butterflies flew out immediately, like arrows.
Others lingered uncertainly.
One remained perched on the rim of its jar for almost a full minute. Then it slowly opened its wings—as someone stretches after a long sleep—and flew away.
The room seemed emptier.
Elijah expected to feel sad.
Instead, he felt light.
From that day onwards he continued to visit the meadows. But he went there differently—with his hands resting quietly in his lap, just as his grandmother had taught him. Strangely enough, the butterflies no longer seemed afraid of him. Sometimes they would settle on his knee, on his shoulder, or on the tip of one finger.
One afternoon, while a little orange butterfly rested on his wrist, Elijah thought that perhaps this was the secret: some beautiful things cannot be kept. They are encountered. For a moment they are yours—or rather, it is you who belong to them-, because they belong to the meadow, to the wind, to that slanting September light that makes everything shimmer.
Then they fly away.
Yet their beauty does not disappear with them.
It remains within you, like a lingering taste.